✣ [ black butterfly] ✣

It's been quite calm lately. Seems, as if there was nothing that can possibly happen at the moment. Heh, perhaps I should be grateful for that. Though, my poweres are still not attainable, and wishing for an audiance with the gods, does not seem to fit my wishes. I will wait on that. I have committed crimes that cannot be forgiven, but I have no regret for what I did. It was simply for me to gain more strength. The more I look at this world, the more I see people linger into it one by one, clueless to why they are here, and when they do find out, it's quite amusing to se their reactions, seeing wherever I am, it's always seem to be hell anyway.

There are quite intelligent people as well. I should think of what I will do in order to add my own weight on the work that has been done within the house that I am staying with, knowing that I cannot be lazy and unproductive. [strike unreadable or not there] If only I had something to defend myself with, it would be much easier to venture out, though even without weapons, I don't suppose I will have much difficulty wandering around people I do not wish to be around.